Day 18 : Your Highness (Revisited)

I know I've failed you when I said I was to be there.
I know I've let you down when I said I was no other.
I'm trying to make it up to you.
And I'm giving all I can to be given another chance by you.
I'll keep seeking your forgiveness till I'm forgiven.
I'll go on being the best I can till your loving.

For the many things I couldn’t say,
For the many thoughts in my mind they stayed.

You’ve been an inspirational encounter,
A special soul with no contender,
Now tomorrow’s only moments away,
And there’s so much to learn of your flawless ways.
From the very first time it was serendipity,
Then it turned out to be more than curiosity.
For once sitting down with you became perfection.
Your defining moments makes all the attraction.
If only I knew you at a different time,
If only I knew you at a different place.
I would have went all out and not hold back,
And for now this is me not holding back.
A person crossing paths with another is destiny,
Making something out of it takes passion and creativity.
Maybe one day I’ll learn to paint a million portraits of you
Maybe some day it’ll be none other than you.
I have nothing but paper and my words,
Praying I’d see you once more; my utopian dream 3 times fold.
If only I knew you at a different time.
If only I knew you at a different place.

I wrote this because the first time I saw you, I knew you'd be the one to change my life. I've been clouded with my emotions, dithering away with my inconsistency, following only that of whim. After all that we've been through, be it just as friends, the distance, the disagreements, I realised, my heart beats for the pretty girl I've been blessed to meet, know, and more importantly learn to cherish. I'm sorry, Ploy.

Listen to this:
1) Switchfoot - On Fire
2) Lifehouse - Everything
3) Janet Jackson - Together Again
4) Craig David - Unbelievable (thanks Captain Mayo)
5) Steady & Co. - Stay Gold

Stay beautiful Kuching. Live every dream.