Day 14 : My Vested Right To Your World

Diminutive actions were often spelled out;
Orotund were the thoughts and even better the elated moments they brought.
Massive outpours of affection and emotion brought to the culling of truth.
I was left only in the contention of my acts.
'Never ever again',
I mumbled countlessly in my sleep.
Containing my capricious ways was the only ramification deemed just.

Now I am like the fast disappearing sand twirled by the unruly waters.
Obvious thoughts and decisions would in fact be of actual use,
Even dragged to my mind, I still maintain to lead a life of my choice.
Love, forsake me not!

Crushes, infatuations, admirations;
Hearts I've held,
Oblivious was I to the frequent deceptions,
Only waking to an empty soul beside.

'Yonder!', they'd say.
Unfounded were the claims thus far.

Coming to see your face once again and being by you in the frailty of promises,
Heralded my world to levels both you and I could be the owners of,
Am I having to go through the immeasurable pain the word 'you' has to offer?
I am here. I am now. I am ready.

Was there ever a moment, I crossed your mind that would allow me, my vested right to your world?

Listen to this:
1) Angels & Airwaves - Valkyrie Missile
2) Taking Back Sunday - Slowdance On The Inside
3) Angels & Airwaves - Do It For Me Now
4) Taking Back Sunday - Your Disaster
5) Angels & Airwaves - The Gift

Stay beautiful Kuching. Live every dream.

***Disclaimer : Intentions of the posting dated 24th July 2006, 'Day 14 : My Vested Right To Your World' were merely to be written for the sake of writing. No personal involvement of an individual influenced the judgement of the writer. Viewers discretion is greatly appreciated.