Day 44 : You

You...

When I think of you, so many emotions run through my mind.

When I don't hear from you, so many concerns tear at me.

Like a mighty waterfall, fierce and thundering a deafening roar - spray enveloping everything around. So am I surrounded by you.

Like a babbling brook, slipping quietly over pebbles gently flowing, gurgling. Such is the peace you give to me.
Like a gentle breeze, cooling a heated brow caressing fevered skin. So you calm my heart.

Like a summer sky, glimmering sun warming the earth shining its light around. So you warm my soul.

Like the birds in the trees, singing their happy songs for all to hear. So your voice cheers me.

Like a rose, petals opening to release it's fragrance. So your smile thrills me.

Like a precious gem, glowing, polished, rare admired by all who see it. So your eyes inspire me.

Like the summer grasses, waving gently in the breeze inviting, fragrant, soft. So you hair invites my touch.

Like a rare parchment, fine and smooth to touch finely woven, a work of art. So your skin delights me.

Like the pulse of Africa, ever present, powerful a phenomenon unseen. So your heart attracts me.

Everything you are
Everything you do
Each act of kindness
Each look
Each touch
Every smile
Every word
All combine to make me love you more each day.

Listen to this:
1) Enrique Iglesias - Do You Know
2) Zhang Xue You - Wang Le Ku
3) Avril Lavigne - When You're Gone
4) Goo Goo Dolls - Before It's Too Late
5) Dashboard Confessionals - Don't Wait

Stay beautiful Kuching. Live every dream.

Day 43 : Broken

Lifehouse - Broken

The Broken clock is a comfort
It helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop
From stealing all my time
And I am here still waiting
Though I still have my doubts
I am damaged at best
Like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart
I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart
That's still beating
In the pain
There is healing
In your name
I find meaning
So I'm holding on
I'm barely holding on to you

The broken locks were a warning
You got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded
I'm an open book instead
And I still see your reflection
Inside of my eyes
That are looking for purpose
They're still looking for life

I'm falling apart
I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart
That's still breatingIn the pain
Is there healing
In your name
I find meaning
So I'm holding on
I'm barely holding on to you

I'm hanging on another day
Just to see what, you will throw my way
And I'm hanging on, to the words you say
You said that I will, will be okay
The broken light on the freeway
Left me here alone
I may have lost my way now
But I haven't forgotten my way home
I'm falling apart
I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart
That's still beatingIn the pain
There is healing
In your name
I find meaning

So I'm holding on
Barely holding on to you
Barely holding on to you

Listen to this:
1) Lifehouse - Disarray
2) Lifehouse - First Time
3) Lifehouse - Whatever It Takes
4) Lifehouse - Who We Are
5) Lifehouse - Broken

Stay beautiful Kuching. Live every dream.

Day 42 : The Man

I am the man who's turned 22 and not know what it feels like both living and loving.
I am the man who has seen the tears fall countless times; but never for me.
I am the man who knows how karma can come and bite you back in the ass.
I am the man who learns from my own mistakes.
I am the man who would cheer you own, even though you're in last place.
I am the man who has no siblings, but share in the Oneness of the Family.
I am the man who knows our future lies within our children.
I am the man who knows smoking is bad for me, but can't find the way to tell myself, "LET GO!"
I am the man who tells of many characters and personality but only have few know of my true self.
I am the man who is easily beaten down, and in the same manner, easily lifted up.
I am the man who believes that in each and every one of us, we were meant to do so much more than routine.
I am the man who loves my family and the Family though sometimes it's hard telling them so.
I am the man whose stubbornness lead to my several downfalls.
I am the man who knows when I've made a mistake and lives to share it with others.
I am the man whose ego is only lowered in the presence of the one, but many have come and gone robbing me of it.
I am the man who teaches and learns, watch and observes, listens and hear, sees and look, at my will.
I am the man who has shed so much tears, I wouldn't know when or how to do it anymore.
I am the man whom people know of as Captain Oats.
I am the man whose feelings have to be drawn from its core.
I am the man who hasn't felt love in the longest of times and wishes it comes back once more.
I am the man who knows forgiving is not a matter of time but of believing.
I am the man who believes all is under His care and His love.
I am the man who knows there are so many more things installed in my life.
I am the man who knows how to be proud of every single moment be it good and bad.
I am the man who fell in love with the woman I thought I would spend the rest of my life with.
I am the man who was so close to making my dreams come true with the woman who lied by myside.
I am the man who hasn't met the woman I see from time to time and without me knowing it, falling in love with her.
I am the man who believes I can do all things, for He gives me the strength, wisdom and courage to do so.

Listen to this:
1) Jann Arden - Insensitive
2) Elliot Yamin - Wait For You
3) 30 Seconds From Mars - The Kill
4) Disagree - Crumbs
5) Michael Buble - Everything

Stay beautiful Kuching. Live every dream.